Into the blue

I’m navigating into the blue, alone in a boat that used to be full. Facing the waves in the ocean of life, Sometimes uneasy, sometimes alright. I’ve been accused of treating feelings like math, of being a robot instead of feeling my path. I can’t help the way I process and feel, praying every time I could keep the wheel. I see myself as an open-minded being, learning and growing with my mind freeing. My talents sometimes work against me, The cases they do, they pain me. I sleep to avoid feeling, hoping tomorrow I won’t be grieving. The people that left the boat, I can’t blame them at all.